This is the story of when I had an emotional breakdown in 1989.
By: Julianna Albert, Chicago Illinois (written by The Mad Jewess) ©2009
I was young, vigorous and pretty. I had NO fear of most anything. My grandmother had just had a heart-attack.. meanwhile, I had just opened an antique shop, I was also working 6 days a week, and Cali had just had a MASSIVE earthquake.. I had also gotten involved in a church, where I led worship, the chuch, although was so sweet and friendly, they became as tyrants over people’s lives. I am not ‘putting church down’ so, don’t get that idea. I had a lot on my plate, so I lost sleep…try 7 mos. of sleep. Sleep turned into a massive depression, and I didnt care whether I lived or died.
One day, I just lost it. To make it short, I admitted myself into the hospital. It all began from there. You see the FIRST thing these maggot COCKROACHES do, is tell you that you are ‘uni-polar’ OR ‘bi-polar’ Or hell, why not a north poler.. They actually tell you ANYTHING but the REAL facts: YOU JUST HAD A BREAKDOWN (emotional) AND YOU MUST GET SLEEP AND REST AND TAKE AN ANTI DEPRESSANT FOR AWHILE. Thats all that was needed, but noooo….that is NOT what they do. They tell you: You MUST stay in the ‘system.’ Then they tell you….”Here…you need this pill, and you are to NEVER come off of this pill the REST OF LIFE, because….now…you are a MENTAL PATIENT.”
Well, folks, that just IS NOT the case. I spent a better part of my 30′s fighting the ‘system,’ while the rest of the people around me stayed ON THE SYSTEM. They had little apartments, food stamps, 24/7 care paid for by YOURS TRULY, the tax-payer. I went back to work ASAP, and I worked HARD. I was known at the Dr’s office as the ‘miracle patient.’ NOTHING could be further from the truth. There was NO ‘miracle.’
I fought the system, AFTER I saw that a year of lithium and depakote gave me 50 extra pounds, and they were TRYING to turn me into a “zombie” like every other American idiot out there now. They were CONSTANTLY pushing me to just go on disability… What for?? TO MAKE MONEY OFF of YOU, people.
I REFUSED, and I refused time and time again…
Finally, I had a GREAT Dr that said my ONLY real problem was ‘sleep depravation’ with some clinical depression, and if I was CAREFUL to monitor these symptoms, he didnt see any reason why I shouldnt be on very MINIMAL care….So, I went off of all of the BS, and took anti-anxiety meds, because it is just ‘rule of thumb’ that anxiety brings on depression…I began a life FREE of the mind-numbing, mind-altering drugs that is BS in our lives in America… But it NEVER ended, NEVER. I would get a new Dr and the SOS would start ALL OVER AGAIN… the ‘evaluations’ ETC..
These maniacs would tell you, in this sweet, nicey-nice BS voice that you seem ‘ANGRYYYYY.. todayyyyyy”. Look, anger is a NATURAL emotion!!! But these damned VULTURES knew that I was a FIGHTER, and even more than that, a fighter in my town/city, and these FREAKS would do just about ANYTHING to ‘stop my mouth’ & when I stood up to the city powers that were destroying our little town…they would say (ALWAYS) “You seem OUT OF SORTS!!”
Many times I would believe that these sh*theads were out for my well-being…..WRONG!!! They wanted YOU to pay for ME., this is the bottom line- people. The kids nowadays DO NOT have all sorts of MENTAL issues! Just get your kids the HELL off the computer, and STOP giving them MC DONALDS!
So, if any of this sounds like you, and believe you ME, this was 10x WORSE than what is written here..you WILL have a BATTLE ahead against tyrannical leftist militant she-beasts.
This was an ONGOING TEN YEAR BATTLE with leftist FASCIST TYRANTS that just wouldnt take NO for an answer when you fight the “SYSTEM.”
I am better now, and healed by FIGHTING. But this IS what leftist DO, to imprison YOU, in their system of HELL on earth.